Today isn't your day

my t-shirt says
I can only please one person a day
Today isn't your day
tomorrow's not looking good either

Totally the way I've been feeling the past several days (maybe months.) I've been in a real "funk" and then I had Tim take some pictures of me today while on a hike to the Dead River Falls area (cropped out the visible roll you could see through my shirt!) I look at these pictures and ...ugh...that is one of the major reasons I've been in a funk. Gonna get a little personal here...but I think I need to get it out there. I am so unhappy with my weight right now. I've never had the best body-image anyway, but the past two years have seen numbers that I've only seen in the past when I was pregnant! So, as Tim says, this is my wake-up call. I need to start taking better care of ME. Putting myself higher on the list and taking action as far as my health and my attitude.

I set my camera up on the timer and thought I'd try and get a nice family photo. Well, I had clogs on, my jeans were tight, tight, tight, and I had to run across a bunch of rocks ---nice. Although, I look at this picture and it's (again) totally how I feel. Like I'm this person in the background helping everyone else...and I'm becoming a big blur. I don't like that. I am gonna work on becoming sharp, in-focus, and getting myself out of this "funk" once and for all.

Other than my "funk," we've had a busy weekend. The boys didn't have school Friday, so Thursday we took them out of school after lunch and went to Green Bay to stay at the Tundra Lodge for the night. It was a lot of fun. Yesterday Tim cleaned out the garage and vacummed my van. He got out to shoot his bow and took the boys out in the woods small game hunting. Well, I think they just went mostly for a hike. Right now Ryan is at a friends house, Robert went out in the woods with Tim and I'm gonna take Kelsey to the store with me. Hope you are having a great weekend.

Our life is
what our thoughts
make it.
-Marcus Aurelius